School's Out Blues 2/15/10

Since we now have tomorrow off, I have finally decided now is the time to write on the dilemma of long unexpected breaks. I am alone as many are with deep thoughts. I hate deep thinking because I dislike where my mind takes me. So the activities I throw at myself are quite amusing if not pathetic. Last night as you know if you read my last blog post that I trashed some loserish v day flowers with glitter like a five year old. Checking Twitter has become something of a habitual obsession. Checking it hundreds of times a day and then acting frustrated when nothing has been posted is a representation of how boredom turns all of us into desperate people. I do go to see movies on a regular basis with my grandparents, which is the only time I see the sunlight and even that is breif as I trudge into the dark theater. Communication is by text and text alone, otherwise I may have totally fallen out of my friends minds.

Loneliness is a dangerous thing, soon all of the music on my ipod started to sound the same and my family began to take devilish form right before my eyes. I was going stark-raving mad. Everyone responds to it differently of course. Oh yes, at first it was a great relaxing break. That wore off by tuesday of last week. Ever since Ive been playing the same videogames everyday just so I wont habitually check twitter. My regular healthy diet, has officially flown out the window as I now eat around six irregular meals a day. The weirdest phenomenon is that my sleep schedule is....normal. Those who know me, know that I go to bed late and wake up even later. Bedtime is a word I never would have used during a school break time however at this point in writing I am very tired and it is only 10:50!!!!

Being snowed in didnt affect my schedule at all I didnt have anywhere to go. However just the idea that I cant go somewhere, that I am restricted makes me crazy. Call me a free spirit! Whats worse, CSI hasnt graced my television and wont until MARCH! I have resorted to drastic measures by rewatching at least a dozen episodes seen a thousand times each. I am now not afraid to admit that I miss school, this endless snow is ridonkulous. Being cooped up for so long surrounded by a winter wonderland has done a number on my psyche. I am about to sacrifice certain members of my family (No one anyone reading this knows personally) just to make the 8ft chillyness go away! Im sure a certain number of my friends hate this break as I do by now. Oh well.....time to check Twitter.